Tuesday, March 31, 2009


Yesterday , "The Excellence award" were presented at the WRITERS LOUNGE. This award is given for acknowledging talents.I was really surprised after the awards were announced. I finally made into 5 categories.Yays!!! 5 excellence award for me..Here is the award that I won.

Thanksgiving speech

"Well...I am shocked.. to be honest. . hey !! can I jump or pinch my self. ......or is it an illusion or a dream that I am seeing.. .. When the awards were announced yesterday ,I was quite sure that I would win atleast one,but at the end of the day I won 5 ' excellence' awards. This award is no different than the Oscars for me.I am honoured and overwhelmed.I am speechless.... thanks a lot guys for considering me for the various categories ....I am very happy now...I would like to dedicate this award to my country and city "Mumbai" .It was this little city that gave me the strenght and inspired me.Thanks a lot Sandeep Bhai for inspiring me through your every write.Thanks a lot Mom, Appa and Anu .. ..for supporting me everytime.I would like to dedicate this award to my best friend Parul...through whom I see my reflection.She has encouraged and motivated me at times.At times when I thought of deleting my blog, it was she who supported and inspired me through her each and everyword.. In this 3 years of blogging ,I have won many awards from my friends,but this one is special one for me.... .Hey, I would like to give this awards to my nephews and neice Melu,Jerry and Ketsiya......your Stibu mama won an award guys.... ..and also to the little baby boy who entered our family 3 days ago ....your stibu chachu has won an award for u daa ....may god bless u .. ..and lastly I dedicate this award to Almighty.. ...if it wasnt his grace. ..then I would be no where..... thanks a lot Writers Lounge for this award .. .Love yaa guysss......."

The Solitary Writer was awarded for the following categories
#1 Best Initiative (prose) - Chain Posts:
I was awarded along with Sandeep ,Lover,Asbah,Rashi and Priyanka for our work on the post called "The Kiss" which was a chain post

# 2 "The Jester @ Lounge" Award (humour):
I am honoured to share this award with two other humour writers...... offcourse Sandeep being the king of Humour ....... . and yeah even Arjun....the witty humour writer... congo guys....

#3 Best Comic Character Creation (Series):
Yays....I won this for the comic character I created....He is called "Sandeep Malan" and the series is called "The Legend of Sandeep Malan" .....

#4 Best Youth Centric Story(Series):
I again share this award with Arjun, my partner in crime.... we both write this story series called "2 POINT SOME ONE"... do read it when u r free.....

#5Lifetime Achievement Award (Award for exceptional contribution towards the lounge)
This one is a big one for me....thanks Writers Lounge....Love u guys.....

And yeah the other day .. . KAN awarded me this award called "honest scrapper"

I give this honest scrapper to all my blogger friends who regularly visit my blog and comment on each and every post of mine....

And yeah ,I dedicated this poem to my brother Sandeep for his birthday... happy birthday sandeep bhaii iii ( 30th march)

I looked at the sky to see the stars,
It was you who showed me one.
You taught me what is life?
You made me sane from insane.
You 're my guide,my mentor , an alter - ego
I suffered all the pains,
and it was you who shared my sorrows.
I cried aloud to show my grief,
It was you who gave me a helping hand.
on the rocky road wherever you went,
I followed you right behind.
You were my guru,mentor and a guide.
I had a brave chivalrous knight in form of you.
You had done a lot to me,
You stood by me on my every decisions.
Its me who hurt you,
with all those jokes and pranks on you.
Now when you revert the same,
My weak heart is not approving the same.
I love you brother,
For you are my elder brother.

Thanks a lot Meri Jaaan
Love you Bhaaaiiiiiii

You're my support system....Love yaa

Thanks every one.... Love yaaaa.... and yeah as usual,..me busy with college project works.....will be back to blog hopping very soon

Friday, March 27, 2009

The Election Algorithm.......

**See the Solitary Writer as a Whimper,Critic....which you don't see quite often.

Election algorithm is one of the most trickiest algorithm that I had ever learned during my college days. No wonder this is tricky ,but I should say that I loved it.It aims at electing the co ordinator while considering the process unique number. It may be bouncers or beamers to any one reading till this line.Hey Anurag and Ajay , I guess you both know this Algorithm.Election is up ahead in few weeks time and guess what all the good works of the Congress is coming to an end.Its now time to elect a new Prime Minister.Lets go tete-a- tete with this discussion.I am all excited as this is the first time that I will be casting vote. * Flying in the sky :P *

Last month ,I got a call from the regional election office to verify details and the documents for scrutiny purpose. I asked them about the voting process and the time period within which I will get my voter Id.He said that they would mail us the voted id to our home and one could see a delirious Ste. Now,It seem to me like my first movie or my first cricket match. I hope I don't mess it out and make the right choice to elect our nations wise man. But Sometimes I wonder what our leaders have done for our country. Seriously I expect everyone to think twice before voting.Well assess everything from the last time you elected your sagacious wise man....hey ladies by wise man here I refer our prime minister . Well,Jokes apart I seriously want my fellow country mates to think and lets see the drawbacks of this thing..hey not the election algorithm.My sir didn't teach us the election algorithm in that detail as most of the time we often have questionnaire session where he asks questions and experiments his teaching skills with clever students .Well, the name of this post may sound silly. It has nothing to do with the "Election Algo" ,but the real life election process and the election algo have some striking resemblances and similarities.During the last Lok sabha election, no wonder Congress won owing to various failures of the NDA govt at the centre. But , after 5 years now I wonder what has the UPA done for Indians .
The goal of the "Election Algo" is to ensure that when an election starts it concludes with all the processes agreeing upon who the new co ordinator is ,just like the Election Commisioner.
But in the EA, every process takes parts in the election and agrees upon a single co ordinator.On Contrary, in case of elections various parties decide upon their allies and finally if some one wins they couldn't decide upon their PM candidate.. such is the case in a democratic country like India. Another issue and this is a serious one and I just feel that the EC should take the necessary actions. During the last Tamil Nadu Assembly elections, Karunanidhi promised a free color TV for all those who votes for his party or may be a color TV to everyone after he wins the election.And on the last day of the election campaign Miss Jayalalitha announced free laptops for all students. I wonder wheter this trick would work. Why would she give Laptops to students, she could infact assured poor people about help and offering other services to them. Sooner or later Mr.Karunanidhi came into power and fullfilled his promises. Imagine giving a 1000 Rs color TV to people of TN... Waah!! we should learn something from this leader . Well, people should trust their leaders and have faith in them. These TV,Laptops and 2 Rs Rice won't help you win seats . Well ,these are used for the wrong reasons and it can be considered as bribing . Why is the EC not taking actions against such leaders. To rule a state or a nation ,leaders bribe people by offering TV,Laptop etc.
Well, thats past and lets talk about the future and current scenario. It seems Mr. LK Advani wants to seek youth votes by displaying his banners in social networking sites and in various websites. I had seen his ad on my facebook profile. The other day ,we had a group chat in gmail chat along with Chronic writer,Ajay,Rashi,Charu and my other friends. I was discussing about LK Advani's sms .I usually get up at 7 am and these days I am getting at 6 pm.I should give credits to Mr.LK Advani's election campaign skills. Now, every morning I get an sms where Advani jii reminds me to vote for him. These were the sms I get every day.

1.Shri Advani promises a better future for girl childs through his Laxmi plan.
Sir, in case you find yourself lucky in securing a seat ,I will be pleased and happy to know this . But during this tenure of 5 years what would you do?.How can you assure us that you will give better future for our girls.Wishing you good luck in this matter.
2.Advani promises a free laptop for all college students.
Hey,Sir I am game for this ..but I would rather prefer N96 or an Iphone..But any way your too generous and kind. I am glad that you got time to think about the youths. Wishing you luck sir.

There was a time when we all learnt "71% of people in India practice agriculture". He could promise something that might soothe and please poor farmers of India. I really wonder why they play a game with poor innocent people's heart. I don't have anything against Advani in particular. I am just angry with his reminder sms every day.These days I don't even use my alarm clock. "Advani jii ki jaai ho" for waking me up everyday. :P . Now ,its the time for the parties for the seat negotiations and yeah its a big thing naaa.It has to be "INC Vs BJP" for the center and this time it would be interesting to see who wins the election. Last time it was a clean sweep for INC in states like TN,punjab etc and I am eagerly waiting to know the result this time.
Few days ago,Congress came up with an announcement "25 kg of rice per poor family at 3 Rs/kg". Wow!!! we are gonna get rice at a cheap cost. But , the quality matters and I am game for this too. Thank god now poor people don't need to starve. Don't you think these enticements would work and these promises. Well ,my million dollar question is "Do we have a money tree outside our parliament?". These TV,Laptop and all are coming out from the goverments money and not from our leaders personal bank account. Yesterday our so called "Weak Prime minister " (as called by Advani) came back with a strong reply to Mr.Advani's comments by adding flavour to this tough tiff of words.They were just highlightin the pros and cons of their power during those stipulated 5 years time.The war of words have just begin and we are all set for a strong battle between the parties. Hope the better one to win in this game of politics and the better one survives. Let me write the "Election Algorithm" (not theDC one).
1. Start.
2.Initialization where the EC decides the polling dates.
3.Campaigning phase where the political party play the cameo game of mesmerizing people by bribing them TV ,Laptop,Rice etc.
4.Polling starts where the polling takes place in various phases.

5.Results annoucement
6.If party "P" wins ,then

a) Do the good work for 5 years, else
a) Get a tag as "Opposition party" and just play game on the "Ruling party" and try to bring their goverment down (eg the Nuclear deal where the opposition played an imp role for the anti 271 :p)
7.Tenure gets over and go back to step 2 and continue the entire process.

Well if you observe ,there is no stop to this "election algorithm".
Enough of "Election Algo" and "Election process", now its time for a change as I firmly believe that change is the law of nature.

Hey Mr Advani,if you win then I expect you to send me a laptop and yeah with bluetooth,WiFi connectivity,Cam and speakers. And yays!! yippie.....I am waiting for " 30/4/09" ...the big day in my life....I will transform myself from a "lazy citizen" to a "responsible citizen" by casting my vote.... *floating on air and watches the calendar and encirlces the date 30/4 with his red color marker pen*

**I am no buddha no jesus.I write my own thoughts and I am not Anti Advani nor Anti Congress........sorry if I hurt the sentiments of few readers.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Good Old School days......

The school reopened in June,
And we settled in our new desks and

When we queued up in book depot,
And got our new books
and notes!

When we wanted two Sundays and no Mondays, yet
managed to line up daily for the morning prayers..
We learnt writing with
slates and pencils, and
Progressed To fountain pens and ball pens and then Micro tips!

When we began drawing with crayons and evolved to
Color pencils and finally sketch pens!
When we started calculating
first with tables and then with
Clarke's tables and advanced to
Calculators and computers!

When we chased one another in the
corridors in Intervals, and returned to the classrooms
Drenched in sweat!

When we had lunch in classrooms, corridors,
under the trees and even in cycle sheds!

When all the colors in the world,
Decorated the campus on the Second Saturdays!
When a single P.T. period in the week's Time Table,
Was awaited more eagerly than the monsoons!

When cricket was played with writing pads as bats,
And Neckties and socks rolled into balls!

When few played
'kabadi' and 'Kho-Kho' in scorching sun,
While others simply played
'book cricket' in the
Confines of classroom!

Of fights but no conspiracies,
Of Competitions but seldom jealousy!
When we used to
watch Live Cricket telecast,
In the opposite house in Intervals and Lunch breaks!

Gone are the days
Of Sports Day,
and the annual School Day ,
And the one-month long
preparations for them.

Gone are the days
Of the stressful Quarterly,
Half Yearly and Annual Exams, And the most
enjoyed holidays after them!

Gone are the days
Of tenth and twelfth standards, when
We Spent almost the whole year writing revision tests!

We learnt,
We enjoyed,
We played,
We won,
We lost,
We laughed,
We cried,
We fought,
We thought.
With so much fun in them, so many friends,
So much experience, all this and more!

Gone are the days
When we used
to talk for hours with our friends!
Now we don't have time to say a `Hi'!

Gone are the days
When we played games on the road!
Now we
Code on the road with laptop!

Gone are the days
When we saw stars Shining at Night!
Now we see stars when our code doesn't Work!

Gone are the days
When we sat to chat with Friends on grounds!
Now we chat in chat rooms......!

Gone are the days
Where we
studied just to pass!
Now we study to save our job!

Gone are the days
Where we had no money in our pockets and still fun filled on our hearts!!
Now we have the atm as well as credit card but with an empty heart!!

Gone are the days
Where we shouted on the road!
Now we don't shout even at home

Gone are the days
Where we got lectures from all!
Now we give lectures to all... like the one I'm doing now....!!

Gone are the days
But not the memories, which will be
Lingering in our hearts for ever and ever and
Ever and ever and ever .....

Gone are the Days.... But still there are lot more Days to come in our Life!!

EXISTS...... ...

(Thanks a lot Mannu for writing this.Yes,I still remember those days when we used Writing pads as our bat to play cricket.Do,you remember John Vada pav wala?Yaar,you made us happy by writing this.Thanks a lot Manpreet.You rock.....Hope we get back to school one day to meet our teachers....some one who loved us.Hugs!!)


When we looked at the sky and searched for the stars,
You showed us the twinkling stars.
When we went through the darkness,
you gave us the light of happiness.
Without you ,Our life wouldn't be the same.
You took efforts and stress to teach us,
Leaving behind the troubles and the pains.
Thanks a lot for everything you have done for me and Anu.
Thanks AMMA!!!.

Many Many happy returns of the day,MOM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

100 Truths about me!!! - Tagged by Aarthi

100 Truths about me!!! - Tagged by Aarthi
I actually I am suffering from Writers Block.I coudn't think of anything sane.So ,I though I would do this tag.Aarthi and Kingsley tagged me.Here it goes

1. Last beverage: Coffee
2. Last phone call: Sandeep Balan
3. Last text message: Parul
4. Last song you listened to: I'm with you (Avril)
5. Last time you cried: Sunday

6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? No
9. Lost someone special? Yes...my school friend
10. Been depressed? Yes.not often
11. Been drunk and threw up? No


15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Hmm...many
23. How many kids do you want to have: Two
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Studied for exams
27. What time did you wake up today: 4.30A.M.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Snoring and sleeping .
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : My call letters from TechM
30. Last time you saw your father: hehe I see him everyday.Look ,I waved hello to him now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I would like to be top of the world
32. Most visited web page: Writers Lounge

Whats your:
33. Name: Stephen
34. Nicknames: Ste,Stibu,Steph
35. Zodiac sign: Sagitarius
36. Male or female or transgendered: Male.
37. Elementary: Tonian Child Centre
38. School: St.Anthonys high school
39. Colleges: GN Khalsa College,TERNA Engg College.
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Short
42. Height: 6'
43. Do you have a crush on someone? No.
44. Ever been in love?No
45. Piercings? n0
46. Tattoos? On thumb
47. Righty or lefty: Righty

48. First surgery: None
49. First piercing: None
50. First best friend: Nitin
51. First sport you loved: Cricket
52. First pet : fish
53. First vacation: Mangalore
54. First concert: not yet
55. First crush: Saanya...

56. Eating: Nothing
57. Drinking: Nothing
58. I'm about to: Log out
59. Listening to: Ajay ka raag rapatt
60. Waiting for: my last exam to get over

61. Want kids? Yes
62. Want to get married? Yes!
63. Careers in mind? MBA

64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Taller
67. Older or Younger: Younger
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
70. Sensitive or loud: :Both
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

73. Kissed a stranger: Never..why in hell would some one do that to a stranger
74. Lost glasses/contacts: No
75. Sex on first date: Never
76. Broken someone's heart: Yes..many times
77. Had your own heart broken: Yes
78. Been arrested: No
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? Yes

81. Yourself: Yes
82. Miracles: No
83. God: Yes
84. Love at first sight: No
85. Heaven: No
86. Santa Clause: No
87. Kiss on the first date? Yes
88. Angels: Yes..
89. Devils: Me..

90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nope
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? No
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? I would like to kiss many .....don't want to write their names
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? Never

Associate with someone you know:
96. White: Mom
97. Black: Azad Prajapati
98. Pink: Kajal Singh
99. Red: Parul

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? YES

Now I am tagging few friends of mine.
Ashrita,Ajay,Asbah,Kajal,Mehreen,Chriz,Rashi ,Asmi ,Prats ,Ayush,Leo,Tan,Valencia, Akansha, Anurag ,Neha ,Kartz ,Arjun ,Thoorika and who ever wants to do this tag

Sunday, March 15, 2009

A Frown....

A Frown....
I don't know why few people derive pleasure by hurting others . Why don't they understand others feelings and emotions?. Why do the play this cameo role in this business of hurting people?. Why do they fail to understand that fellow human beings are just like them and why to treat them as strangers?. Sibling rivalry may sound strange and new to you, but its existent in few families.I hate some one who calls me as a sibling. I wish I could live alone without any siblings to hurt me.I hate these people who make me angry and make me feel lonely. I feel like being thrown on a pit consisting of thorns. I feel isolated and solitary. There is no one aside me to support me and pat on my back to compliment me.People should try to simmer off the problems in a family ,but why are they doing everything against me. Don't they have any sort of work ?. If one tries to analyze their problem ,there are several things which serve as a backlog for them. I don't know why every word I speak turns out something against me.

Am I the source of all the problems that I face. I am just a larvae trying to metamorphise . I just want people to encourage and support me and not discourage me. I am left hurt and depressed. I don't want to see those 3 months of pain and sufferings. If I get to see that again probably I won't be here .For those were the days which I suffered the most.Today when I look back,my eyes shed tears.I feel like walking on broken peices of glasses. Walking on a road and of sudden I visualize a car throwing me off the road.My eyes are moist with tears when I am typing this.Take me to a place where I am surrounded by good people. For these are the people who pat on my back and compliment for all the good works I've done unlike others who just laugh at my failure.

Life is an enigma and thats what I feel at this point of time.At good times of utmost happiness ,they just act like your closed one.In this game of life ,I've met many such people . I hate some one who has been with me since 16 years. I don't know why I am being targetted for the wrong reasons.I am sorry for this frown post.I am hurt, and probably this hurt would be associated with me forever.I am not waiting for this wound to heal as I reckon these wound won 't heal.I have these group of virtual mates to support me . In you I see all my well wishers and good friends.But,I'm afraid that I won't be able to see you guys again.I am sorry for that.Everything depends on time.I pray that everything will be fine .I regret that I don't have any one in real world to support me and stand aside me.They wait for opportunities so that one day they would push me in the deepest pit.I don't want to upset my readers. I don't want to transfer my frown to my readers for since childhood I am known as "the frown child".I'm surrounded by failures all around me.I am sad and hurt.I am sorry for this post.I hate every one who provoked me to write this post.I am crying. Please stand aside me to wipe out my tears and support me.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Heart has its reason which reason knows nothing of!

Heart has its reason which reason knows nothing of!
“The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of ," besides being one of the most famous quotes of Blaise Pascal, a great philosopher of the 17th century , this one line exhibits the biggest confusion of the human psyche- whether to govern actions by the firmness of mind or the tenderness of heart.and as the statement above makes it quite clear.The reasoning of the heart is so dominant at times that it becomes ignorant of the rationality of the world.
Heart is symbolic of emotions, feelings, attatchments.It has its own reasoning which the mind may not approve of, probably because it lacks the evidences or arguments that prove it to be right.But has an understanding that assures it of not being wrong.At times the high EQ(emotional quotient) may overshadow the strong IQ.
The reason for it is simple when faced with a situation,our heart pulls us to one direction and the mind to the other.We don't know which way to go this gives rise to a conflict that interferes with our ability to think rationally.There is no direction,just a dead point.We feel lost and .our mind stops working,stops thinking and then we become totally dependent on what our heart tells us afterall its our last resort.Some people often refer to it as their inner voice.We commonly come across people saying "I don't know why but I feel its wrong,I don't have a reason for it but my heart tells me its not right" .There are no pros and cons,no proofs. Its just a feeling and we go by it and more often than not it proves to be right.
It may sound quite convenient but lets face it, its not all that easy,because mostly people listening to their hearts are categorically labeled as emotional fools by the world.They are often considered as sentimental or mindless, but what accounts for consideration here is that is it easy to go against the rationality that is acceptable to all. Is it easy to convince others on the basis of just a faith,belief or feeling that what we are saying is probably right when you have to work against all odds.Well the answer to it is simple.No,then what enables us to still follow what our heart says.It is our righteousness,the purity of our soul and our character that tells us go ahead take a chance.I'm not saying we can never go wrong when we are governed by our heart but then even our mind doesn't provide us with that kind of a security and more than anything else listening to the heart leaves us with less regrets.Very often we come across people who complain "I wish I had listened to my heart..,"rather than those who say"I wish I had applied logic..".
There are no rules to life,but what we know is that life is a sum of all our choices.The difference lies in how those choices are made ,on the basis of the mind or the heart. Heart makes us do things that are far from logical thinking and isolated from visible outcome.But the pleasure that is derived from following the heart is immeasureable and as said by Henry Amiel "Man becomes man only by the intelligence, but he is man only by the heart"

**This article was written by my best friend Parul for her college magazine.She feels that this is not amongst her best wrok.Please pour in your views

Monday, March 02, 2009

One Night with a beautiful Witch!! ....

** This is an exclusive fiction work.All characters are imaginary.

"Damn, you bitch ,I hate you," I screamed loudly standing near the gate.
"Get lost dude, Nano is sleeping," she wryly smiled at me.
"Beware ! if he gets up ,then he will pull out a chunk of your flesh ," she winked at me.

"You and your bloody Pug," I felt like abusing her ,but I couldn't as I was scared of Nano.Nano was a full sized Pug and the only dog to gorge over chicken and mutton . It was already 1.45 am and I was once again kicked out of my girlfriends house. This was not the first time it happened. I am used to it. Without any second thought I left for the Lovers park at Kentsburry. I was new to New South Wales and this place was different from Perth. "Damn!," I said and I left for once.

Last year ,I wintered at Perth with my parents . But ,this year its a different scenario. I usually never ventured outside my house after 12 pm. I was wearing a scarf and a monkey cap. I also had my winter jackets on ,but I was still feeling cold. As I was walking along the fence of the Lovers park ,I could hear someone singing a song with full volume.
"Listening to music at 2 am ," I perplexed.

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you.

I'm looking for a place

Searching for a face

Is anybody here I know

'Cause nothing's going right

And everythings a mess
And no one likes to be alone.

I could see a young lady of around 23 with her legs sprawled. It was a sight to see. She was singing Avril Lavigne's song.I felt like starting a convo with her.
"Hey wait," I took a step back.
"Who knows she might be a Bimbo?," the neurons of my brain was active even at 2 am.

I soon went close to her. She was wearing a white gown with her blonde hairs tied with a band. She gave a sweet smile when I went closer to her.
"Hey ,what are you doing?," I asked her.

"Just chilling bloke," she replied.
"I am Element Stepster from Perth," I believed that she won't mind a quick intro.
"Umm, Chelsea Stepteee from Kentsbury ," she said.

"We both are Steps ...I mean both our last name starts with Steps," I thought I had cracked a joke.
But she didn't laughed though. " How bad it feels when some one close to you hurts you," she grimaced.

"Yeah it does feels bad Chels," I quickly replied.

Now ,I thought of dumping Lizzie and befriend Chelsea." Wowwiee," I exclaimed .
"Has some one close to you annoyed you or hurt you that eventually depressed you?," she was anxiously awaiting an answer from me .
"Yes ...today my girlfriend Lizzie thrashed me out of her house for misbehaving ," she could see the frown on my face.

"I had a boyfriend, who loved me ,but few bad things in our life and our dreams got shattered ," she cried.
"I want someone to kiss me right on my cheeks," she said expecting some one to soothe her. I realized that she would sing a song for this too and yes she did sing .

Kiss me.
out of the bearded barly
beside the green green grass.
swing swing (swing swing).
swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and
i will wear that dress.

beneath the milky twilight
lead me.
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and
make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.

Once ,again it was Avril's song. I was getting goosebumps. I went close to kiss her and provide her solace. As I went close to her mouth,I could smell onions and garlics."Yuck, don't you brush your teeth," I said to her for once.

"I last brushed my teeth 3 years ago," she said with a straight face.
"Ohh!! thats bad Chelsea," I said.
"Guess,you are poor farmers daughter ," I grinned.
"Common give me your fingers she said," she pointed her fingers to a tall building.
"Do you see that tall building?," she asked me to look at the 65 storey building.

"Isn't that a skycraper?," I asked her.
"Yes,it is," she said.
"What happened to that place?," I keenly asked her.
"My boyfriend pushed me down from that building," she asserted.
"Oh,Should I believe this ," I felt that she was playing a prank on me.
"You should dear,"she said.
"Please satisfy my unsatiable soul ,umm ," she sounded desperate.
Now ,I was scared and I was terrified. I started stuttering and my voice went low for once.
"You mean you are a ......," I stammered.
"Yes ,you mean it ," she laughed.

"HA HA HA HA HA HA ," her voice echoed till the 4th harmonics .
"Leave me ,Leave me ," I pleaded for help. She twined my fingers and kissed it like mad.

"Leave me ,Mummy help me!!!!," I screamed and I opened my eyes for once. My face turned blanched.

"Oh !!! Shh Shh get away , stop it," I said as I could see Nano licking my fingers .

"Don't scold Nano," Lizzie said for once.

"Ahh!! finally it was a dream," I heaved a sigh of relief.

"I love you Lizzie and I promise I won't ever leave you," I kissed my girlfriend.

She wondered what happened to me. "Love you too honey," she kissed me back.


**I am busy these days and not able to read every ones work.So will read your posts soon.This is my first post after 2 weeks. Take care and enjoy.