Saturday, August 06, 2011

6/8 Saturday Ramblings ... :|


I see Skeletons in my closet. Everywhere I go I see  stack of sorrows replacing the bundle of joys in my life.Slowly my unsatiable thirst for excellence in life seems to be retiring.My talents seemed to have effaced.I fail to judge the right from the wrong and vice versa. My happiness seems to be dismantled part by part.Everything,everysingle bond seemed to be weakened.Reminiscing the past, memories seemed to be jaded and faded away. I'm jinxed no matter whoever cast an evil spell upon me. I'm knocking doors,someone hear me wail.I no longer see the irascible young man in me.


Melancholy overshadow the happiness in my life. It irks me. For a moment I feel myself swimming in a pool of sorrows. I seemed to have been drowned in negativity. I'm turning into a pesimist. I'm trying hard but I'm just turing hopeless.Nothings going my way. I'm distraughted and  never see anything right.My heart snaps. Why didn't I listen to my heart cry when I prioritized the decision made by my mind. I'm a cribber to few of my comrades and a crybaby to my peers. I ask this life the reason for transforming me into a  dull character.I feel like I have given up. Is there anyone to listen me cry. You mock me but let me tell you that time is the wisest counsellor. I am a valiant warrior. Just like a wounded tiger ,I will rise back and reply you. Its just a matter of 5 months or 3 months precisely.I hate this  which snatched my friends,family and happiness.I am in a jungle all alone with all strangers around me. I'm alienating myself from this place...


PS - I'm not sad nor I'm low.These are the thoughts running in my mind.I won't cry for no matter what. Men don't cry.Requesting you for prayers .Love you all <3  *hugs*


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8 comments:

  1. Don't you think its sometimes comforting to cry and let it all out once, and then get back on track? I feel crying relieves the pain and hurt. Moreover, the fact that you call yourself a valiant warrior and are ready to undo the pain - that is brilliant!

    Beautiful piece of writing :)

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  2. Rich piece of work, it is always the Arts we find repose in - authorship, like music and dance helps one shed their baggage and not all the time you need to be sad or feel to have given up to depict what you feel! True, that.

    Even the most refined choices that we make can go bloody wrong sometimes, and err - sucks, big time!

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  3. Men CAN cry. Doesn't make them any less manly.

    And whichever other talents of yours have effaced, this particular one, writing, has not. Not even a bit.

    It's easy for an onlooker to ask you to look at the silver lining but not easy enough to see it through the thunderous clouds.
    But try. For yourself.

    Teke.

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  4. 'I am in a jungle all alone with all strangers around me'

    If you will let your heart sink into emotions that we call 'sorrows' and your mind think of how disrupted you are feeling right now, you won't be able to put yourself up together. So whatsoever is bothering your nerves, just LET GO.

    Grab a packet of nachos! Download a movie, lets say 'Centurion' or 'Into the wild', pack your worries in a box and keep them in a closet, and have fun. :)

    Cheer up!

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  5. U might not be sad or low..sometimes life does bring us on roads where all the pieces seems dismantled and ur strength to reconnect them is gone too. In that case, we just need to live up d days and let life find its own place.
    i hope u believe in a higher power above..I read a quote during one of my such days which goes like 'when u r down to nothing, God is upto something' ..so just have faith :)

    good luck!

    sarah

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  6. oh the matters og heart. i should stay away :]

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  7. woho..........exactly the same feeling that i am having these days.. sob sob.:(

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  8. and yes, i agree with priyanka...men CAN cry.......u have the right to feel good even if it means feeling good after crying... :))

    so,,cheer up....:)

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