Sunday, November 11, 2018

Writing my heart out!

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I can't write my heart out
Painful thoughts engulf my mind
I lay on the floor deeming my past
Bliss and joy so vast
Now, my mind threatens my heart 
My heart fails every day, every night
Thinking of the old days
My mind commands me to move on 
But I simply can't, no never
And heart won't forgive me 
And my mind yells at me
Asks me to direct my life
Where did you go? Why did you go?
I know you'll never forgive me
But I can't just think beyond
Like winds, ocean and time, 
I'm not inured to move on
Maybe I'm just like that 
Maybe I'm weak and tired 
I don't know to explain myself 
I don't even know how not to care
Ima gonna try, tell me to move on
Hate me or love me,
My mind urges me to move on
Maybe I should listen to it
Maybe I will try
Maybe I'll never
Maybe I'll just pretend
Maybe I don't deserve all this

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3 comments:

  1. Gosh you are on the horns of a dilemma aren't you! Just stop thinking and get a move on

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  2. Well-written poem from the perspective of someone who is quite unhappy. Fortunately, at the end, she realized that she probably didn't deserve all of this misery.

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  3. Beautifully written dude. Moving on is not a choice, it’s a compulsion. The sooner this realization, the better. The time past is to be treasured but the future needs to be lived too.
    Well done :)

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