Monday, November 12, 2018

Everything is blue now


Everything is blue now
How long do I remember you?
As long as there are days and nights
Till the sun and the moon shines
The birds are warbling and 
Winter is coming 
The snow is falling
But where are you?
Aren't you gonna come?
The wind whistles searching for you
The star weeps thinking about you
Will you ever come back?
No, never disappoint
Our hearts are already broken
Don't break it anymore
Oh Look, the voids have grown large
The bridge has fallen
And the gates have closed forever
The scars have turned dark
Our heart mourns and yearns
Everything is blue now
Aren't you sad seeing us in tears
The house that housed us together 
It isn't the same anymore
The womb that bore you is  filled with hurt
A joyful past we all had,
An hopeful future we all dreamed of,
But a present  full of pain is what we nurse
and tears without you 
Now Fake smile , broken dreams, shattered hopes
You know things aren't the same anymore
Now Everything is blue



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Sunday, November 11, 2018

Writing my heart out!

Writing my heart out!
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I can't write my heart out
Painful thoughts engulf my mind
I lay on the floor deeming my past
Bliss and joy so vast
Now, my mind threatens my heart 
My heart fails every day, every night
Thinking of the old days
My mind commands me to move on 
But I simply can't, no never
And heart won't forgive me 
And my mind yells at me
Asks me to direct my life
Where did you go? Why did you go?
I know you'll never forgive me
But I can't just think beyond
Like winds, ocean and time, 
I'm not inured to move on
Maybe I'm just like that 
Maybe I'm weak and tired 
I don't know to explain myself 
I don't even know how not to care
Ima gonna try, tell me to move on
Hate me or love me,
My mind urges me to move on
Maybe I should listen to it
Maybe I will try
Maybe I'll never
Maybe I'll just pretend
Maybe I don't deserve all this

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Saturday, October 20, 2018

Death, be not proud

Death, be not proud
This is dedicated to people who've lost their loved ones and living a life in their absence.

death, be not proud


Death, be not proud
do you know what you have done?
great and Mighty, you claim to be
but you are nothing but a coward
who breaks the peace and ruins happiness
oh, sadistic soul, how can you be happy
by inflicting pain in others?
you quench your thirst with our tears
no, you'll never stay thirsty
in this life of ours as we mourn our love
we lost our precious, the light of our life,
that worth more than gold and diamond
you mock at us, as we screech in pain
this void in our heart will never get filled
for years and generations to come
oh Death, you better never be proud
for your achievements is someone's loss
drowning in the ocean of melancholia
we watch your smug face
do you know what we go through?
what do you gain,
through all our pain?
now, their absence, the void,
kills us more than their memories
memories fade away along with them
everything hurts, everything pains
oh, Death! What have you done to us
will our life be the same again?
where are the laughter, jokes, and all the good times
you replaced them with sorrow and sadness
but say us what have done,
to have earned your animosity and wrath
you may have sunken kingdoms and lives
your might can destroy universes and sink continents,
but why did you chose us?
you'll have to answer some day,
Oh, Death, you be not proud



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Tuesday, October 16, 2018

The Bully [EXPLICIT]

The Bully [EXPLICIT]
I am a great fan of Eminem and I've always given a thought about writing a rap song but never really did it. Today something struck me hard and I came up with this. This is a song dedicated to all the bullies. You'll be judged by Karma.

Boy, Boy, you no cool
You're just a  fool
Why say, words you never mean?
Hurt, beat, break and fuck
You probably suck,
Listen, boy, you're a fucked up thrash
a full load of shit
dare you raise your hand to hit
day, night, autumn and summer
you are a just a bummer
I gotcha you when you say,
seems like in a different way
Listen, boy, I know ya plan
boy, you shady ass,
you laugh, laugh and laugh again
bitch, he is gonna kick you hard
You think you bring them down,
through words and action
Listen fool, he will kick your balls
Ya boy, he is fat and short, and
You are right he wears glasses,
He looks nerd and studies much
But he ain't a loser like you, bitch
He will bounce back, break you.
Kick you and fuck the shit out of you
Boy, bully boy, I hope you know
this ain't the same every time
Bitch you low down,
He is watchin ya from top
Ya boy! you'd be punished by Karma
As he sows, so shall he reap,
Karma will reap the fuck out of you.


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Saturday, January 16, 2016

Let me not think of You!


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Let me not think of you
in the silence of the night
Let me not languish
the seasons gone by
Days that we spent together 
will never come back
Annihilate me with that million dollar smile
Smile that I would crave forever 
Let me not remember you
my heart shrieks with pain
Let me hug you for the last time
I doubt we would ever meet again
I started missing you
the moment you said goodbye
The Lane where we walked together
will never see us walk again
The flowers that once kissed the bee
The bee will never be the same
Bygone days will never return back
Your memories already began to haunt me
The void that you left behind
Will never be filled again
Even if it happens,
that will never be the same
What will the butterflies think
that fluttered within me
Every time you walked with me
I started missing you 
the moment you said goodbye

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda.


Saturday, January 02, 2016

Every time you smile..

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Every time you smile
my heart skips a beat
my mind wanders 
with thoughts about you
a life of togetherness
it dreams, it hopes

Every time you smile
I transform into a butterfly,
flying  from one flower to another
to find the best one for you
No flower stands even close 
to your beauty, your elegance,

Every time you smile,
I plunge deep into the ocean
the ocean of love
that embraces me when I see you
Smile often for me
I want to get drowned in it

Every time you smile,
an imaginary wings gets attached to me
I feel like a little bird
and garble around carelessly
Smile and make this bird
fly high in the sky

Every time you smile.
I find myself in it
Smile for me, 
your smile haunts me,
Arrests me.
get me caged in your life.

I will  die watching you smile!


Wednesday, April 29, 2015

You are an exception!

You are an exception!


You met me as a stranger,
You sowed seeds of friendship,
You and Me turned to good friends
You fought with me
You hurt me terribly
You left me
You came back
You caused troubles
You hurt again
You fought again
You left again
You came back again
You hurt once again
You caused troubles once again
You fought once again
You left once again.


This is an infinite cycle but in the end you are an exception!

Monday, April 13, 2015

Life your Life , the fullest!




Many things that Life offers,
some good, some bad
unexpected news arrive unexpectedly,
face up to the challenge,
part of life it is!

Why?  How? Questions do haunt,
useless things they are
live your life, the fullest
next what happens, no one knows
why worry about tomorrow?

Enjoy life, every minute, seconds,
for moments lost, never come back,
be happy, spread smiles
your life, You know it better,
live your life, the fullest!

This poem was actually written  by my younger sister! I  helped her in refining it!

Sunday, December 07, 2014

Symphony of Love

This is for you dude! This shall pass too! 


Entering my life, like a storm she
snatched me  with her love,
beholder was I, admired her, 
days and nights, faraway,
Killing me with her looks she
tortured me with her smiles,
long braided hair swinged,
cascaded my heart away
I sing  the song of love,
the symphony that unites us,

Baby, why  did you do this?
For I wanted your smile, your love,
I lost you, dreams snatched,
Hopes killed, chasing memories,
Everything hurts, your thoughts haunts,
Miles away, with some other, 
you weave a story of togetherness,
Distance apart, here I nurse my mauled heart.
Training it to live in your absence,
Now that you're no more,
Happiness ceased to exist,
Tired of life, love hurts,
It Pains!

Falling and Failing in love is not new to many. But for someone who hasn't tasted failure, defeat is matter too big. Any kind of defeat is heart breaking and failure in love destroys the heart. Heart is so vulnerable. Beating monster not only  pumps blood but also binds emotions together. My friend recently fell in love with a girl and eventually fell out of it after he got to know that she stabbed his love.  Thinking about his past, he laughs hysterically , wondering if all that happened recently in his life was just a dream. But Alas! Truth is bitter and takes time to digest!

This is for you dude!  Be strong, move ahead in life.




Saturday, July 12, 2014

Hey Brother!

Hey Brother,


Looking at the sky, 
I searched for the stars but found none,
You showed me the moon,
I cried, screeched and suffered in pain,
But you shared all my sorrows,
I expressed my grief in form of tears,
And you offered me a helping hand,
On the  rocky roads wherever you tread,
I followed you right behind,
You, my guru,mentor and my guide,
I saw a chivalrous knight in you,
Lessons of life that you'd taught me,
Moulded me into a strong being,
You honored all my decisions,
Thank you brother,I  love you!

Love,
Your Lil brother.

PS - I don't have an elder brother. But sometimes I wish I had one... :) 

Saturday, October 05, 2013

Sound of Silence




  No words to describe
what I feel right now
Your absence hurts me
haunts me day and night
The sound of silence
kills me from within
Never envisaged all this
when dreams crashed
desires collapsed one by one
Without you I am incomplete
come complete me swiftly
with your smile to sooth me
your love to fill me with mirth
Days from now would be
filled with reticence
having lost you
I search for myself
the purpose of everything
Without you, life hurts
Everything hurts and haunts!


The Solitary Writer is a blog which started as a hobby.Here you will find stories, poems, satirical posts, humour, photography and almost everything. This blog is the alter ego of a Technical guy who loves to be called as the Solitary Writer. Others call him Ste. He works as a Senior Quality Analyst in a leading Organisation and loves to break the codes and he likes to  do things differently. Did you like this post? Get The Solitary Writers updates via Facebook or Twitter, better yet, subscribe to it via RSS Feed. It’s easy, and free!Also you can discuss in the Forum. Comments are just another way to let me know how you feel.Don't forget to comment.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Little moments of bliss!

little moments of bliss
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Seated inside the bus,
my eyes wander aimlessly,
glancing through the crowded market,
watching the kids play hide and seek,
There is a chill in the air,
the cold breeze kisses me
the drizzling rains in front of my window pane,
fills my heart with softness of love,
reminding me of the lovely embrace,
when i saw her on a rainy day,
our eyes met for the first time,
she smiled and  hugged me,
and I blushed as she did
As the windy breeze rafts the pane,
the noise as hits  my ears,
touches the chords of my heart,
there it rhymes the poem,
of sweet and   cozy romance
My heart is filled with mirth,
as the rains splash  on my face,
invokes a smile on my face,
rejuvenated thoughts invades my mind,
the cheerful warblings of the  birds,
the beauty of the evening sky adorns it,
the sun like a crowned king,
escorted by the dark clouds, it bids adieu
my heart  sings with grace,
butterflies flutter in my stomach
as the bus races on the streets,
nothing more that i could ask for
those little moments of bliss!




This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda
Also written for the Sunday Scribblings blog

The Solitary Writer is a blog which started as a hobby.Here you will find stories, poems, satirical posts, humour, photography and almost everything. This blog is the alter ego of a Technical guy who loves to be called as the Solitary Writer. Others call him Ste. He works as a Senior Quality Analyst in a leading Organisation and loves to break the codes and he likes to  do things differently. Did you like this post? Get The Solitary Writers updates via Facebook or Twitter, better yet, subscribe to it via RSS Feed. It’s easy, and free!Also you can discuss in the Forum. Comments are just another way to let me know how you feel.Don't forget to comment.

Saturday, May 04, 2013

You and Me; Forever and Ever

This post has been published by me as a part of the Blog-a-Ton 39; the thirty-ninth edition of the online marathon of Bloggers; where we decide and we write. To be part of the next edition, visit and start following Blog-a-Ton. The theme for the month is "Break"

This is a dedication for a wonderful friend of mine. She is amazing person and  someone whose friendship I cherished!

 Waking  up in the morning
I saw things I didn't wish to see

Walking down the memory lanes,
I feel life was never the same

 Within a jiffy, things changed,
everything turned upside down
in no time  I realized that
Life without kin is like a fish without a fin

 Treading through the dark road,
I asked where am I?
through teary eyes and sorrow,
I asked who am I?

Having lost myself amongst the unknown faces
I lamented  my decisions which
snatched not my tears , but my smile
and  they who meant me lot

 Days and Night
through moist eyes and tears I cried
silent nights that I slept
thinking of them whom I loved

 My heart yearned to meet someone special
to break my fears and tears away
someone who would show me dreams
and promises to bring  back my smile

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Take me with you!


My heart beat races,
everytime when I talk to you.
I feel you,miss you,
when I think of you.
I realize I have changed,
for  I have fallen for you.
I dream of togetherness,
to live a life  with you.
now that I have fallen for you,
you are everything for me.
I like listening to you ,
for I love to hear you more.
I look at your eyes,
for your eyes amaze me.
your every feature attracts me,
makes me want to feel you.
My heart pounds,
Whenever I look at you.
This feeling is strong,
your charm haunts me.
for I am afraid,
I am losing myself to you.
Everyday I am thinking of you,
Dreaming of you,
I see stars during day.
My heart hurts,
when I don't see you.
for life with you,
will be treat for me.
I miss you every,
single minute I don't talk to you.
I wish to talk more,
accept my love,
Take me with you.


For Sunday Scribblings

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Saturday, December 03, 2011

The Red Couch!


Magpie 93 – Photo provided by Magpie Tales

I walk a lonely road,
Everyday too and fro,
I work whole day and night,
With less Sleep,food,
While I walk,i see
An imaginary red couch,
That wants me to sit on it
I look at it and walk away,
I see behind ,it invites me
I toil hard in front of Computer
Writing codes and making  Sheets,
I sit on the chair,
My back aches,migraine,
Work pressure,Stress.
When I go back home,
I see the same red couch,
That wants me to sit on it,
I ignore and walk away.
This Cycle repeats and goes on,
Everyday I disappoint it,
But today I accepted it,
And sat on it with a smile,
Realized what life was like,
The first time in my life,
And it feels so great,
I look around the world,
I feel so amazed.
It teaches me to make time,
During the busy hours,
take some rest,breaks,
thats all what I desire,
Now everyday I look at it,
The Red Couch Smiles at me.


PS - I seldom write poems and I guess it was just another attempt at writing a poetry. Feedbacks are appreciated


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Saturday, October 29, 2011

Morning Blues


In the Morning to Work today,
I saw the traffic go morose.
I wish I could move ,
in a swift,away.


The Cars,they honk a musical honk,
a headache it triggers,
in this mindboggling traffic,
slowly I drift away.


Looking at the watch go tik tok tik
i smile at  my own plight
Never again shall I be late,
the traffic that I hate.

I look at the traffic light,
waiting  for the red to go green,
never did it happened,
nor my car moved.

I honked the horns,
they all saw me go berserk,
crazy and weird,
they all  called me.

Looking at the watch go tik tok  tik,
the light showed green from red,
Lord finally heard my prayers,
The traffic moved once again.



***This has been written for Magpie Tales 88***
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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Mermaid's sorrow



A beautiful mermaid,
lonely swimming in an ocean
had a dream to meet 
the most handsome man on Earth.


Everyday she would pop out  ,
to get a glance of  this  smart guy.
who  would swim all across the ocean
devoid of this pretty angel watching him within .


Deep within the sea,
the mermaid would yearn to meet him.
She would watch him everyday
at the same hour,same time.


She loved him,she liked him.
One day the guy saw her,
silently watching him.
He chased her beneath the sea.


Scared and Frightened,
within a swift of a second,
She plunged to her home
He followed her from behind .



finally her  dream came true,
when he met her 
She smiled at him,
He smiled at her.



she loved him,she liked him,
Deep within the ocean,
They both swam towards their destiny
the mermaids  happiness grew no bounds 


Little did she knew 
that he was a human,
and she was a mermaid.
he drowned to death.


She cried ,she wept,
She was afraid of  being alone,
Having lost her love,
She killed herself




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Sunday, June 05, 2011

Sweet

Sweet
 
I found myself when I saw you,
to know that  you  were the one.
For days I followed you
everywhere you went,
to let you know that I was there for you.
Your smile enlightened me,
made me high and fly ,
Everynight  I come to visit you ,
to let you know that I was there  for you.
But today you said things that hurt me,
Did you really mean it?
or was that another prank?

I admire you everyday just to ,
let you know that I was there for you.

Baby!  you  were always mine 
but today you proved me wrong,
You asked me to fade away from your  life,
I'm already broken and gone,
You taught me a lesson by saying ,
that your  love for me was fake,
kill me,hurt me,shoot me
but do not leave me alone .
for I will be always there for you

Written for Sunday Scribblings
 
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

214.I Have Poetry - By Alisha

214.I Have Poetry - By Alisha
In the sounds of the daylight;
I do feel it somehow
There is poetry in my heart;
And you’ll help me to get it out.
But don’t do it again, like you did it the last time
You left me alone, with my words to rhyme.
Like the rains do go away,
But I love it when they come;
You bereft me of all the love,
But I am still left with some.

Let me say just a word,
And you tell me you know the rest of it.
Fill up the spaces in me,
And help me feel, you were in need of it.
But don’t leave me to fill, my spaces on my own
I have lost the ability to heal the pains unknown.
Like the rains do touch me,
But I want a closer touch;
You place your hand on my empty heart,
And fill it up as much.

In the silence of the night sky,
I feel it how, I know.
I have poetry in my eyes,
And you’ll help me to see it through.


-Alisha

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Tuesday, October 06, 2009

166.Yesterday's tear ,Tommorow's fear..




Waking up at Noontide,
I  think  of life  as  a  roller coaster ride.
Up and down,it goes  round ,
Round and Round without any bound.

Up it  goes,
Life's good times it shows,
When friends were not foes,
Melancholous tears apart.

I   lay  awake,eyes wide   open,
 Still chasing  those desirious  dreams.
Reminiscing,I  look    at   the  stunning   sun,
with  rays of   hopes it  evokes.

I  recall  those  days   of rain,
thinking of    which  gives  me   pain.
Joy,my enemy.
Sorrow,my best friend.                            
                                                                                                                                              
Yesterday's mess ,
is  today's stress.
 bad  I feel,
sad i am

hoping against hopes,
to change tears to smile.
is what i wish,
today and tommorow



Submitted for One Single Impression prompt: descent.  This is my first poem after 9 months.I really don't know how it has turned up.Waiting for your comments